I'll have to decide on the rest of my life in these few weeks.

Just a few housekeeping updates:
-I will soon be under the PPS payroll so I can actually get paid to film the football games and maybe do some other fieldwork (maybe a promotional video for cross country?). That means I'll have 2 jobs and 2 possible internships to look forward to. Hopefully I can do it with cross country, PCC, student government, and maybe later the innovation challenge and robotics. Oh! And also signup for colleges and scholarships. But that seems to be my lifestyle. And I like it. I like to be busy, I like to contribute.

Earlier today I talked with my friend's mom(gabe's mom) and she said some things that made me really think about the kind of life that I could have. She was surprised when I told her I wanted to be a pharmacist since she thought it was a "sterile" environment for me. She's seen my artistic side with my video work and thinks that pharmacy is not the right choice entirety. I personally want to also use done of that money to build on my other hobbies like video and 3d animation. Maybe I'll make movies someday. I also want to persue the real estate. It's far out there but I enjoy the businesses behind the housing market, my parents are landloards and they make it seem like a stable investment, if you have a steady income (another reason for pharmacy). But I know that won't be easy. I'll have to go to school top learn about the housing market, and more video production. I want to do it all. I think I can, because I'm doing a lot now and I know how top stay focused under stress. I wasn't to have multiple jobs and be good at them, it's blissfull when I get things done. There is no greater feeling in the world for me.

The only greater feeling I think I can have is to be there with a significant other. I have yet to experience it in all this time. But I hope that my life with bring good things to me, like a good girl. I'm an independent person, but I feel that life isn't complete if your living it alone.